Strain oneself

When i catch that my condition is not good, i feel nervous.
that makes me can’t concentrate on anything.
And need huge amount of caffein…
caffein… i drunk already two big cups of coffee.
Until my stomach refuse more drinking and feel nausea.
Sometimes i really wonder whether i’m sadistic.
In the past, I had some fever to hike mountains.
I really liked the hardness of [...]

Pretending

Pretending.
From some period, i realized that i am a pretending person.
i usually pretend to be strong, be cool, and be nice.
I also can say i want to be like that. but usually i pretend.
but as i think more and more, i can’t find out the limit between my real own and pretending.
that is already one part of me.
When [...]

Loveholic

I like this word.
Actually this is not a correct english, just band’s name in Korea.
but I think it really makes sense. we can be addicted to love.
Usually people want to be cared, and taken intention from the others.
Without love, we have no momentum to work out.
Particulary, young people are pursueing love constantly( actually except this there [...]

On the Easter

Today is Easter.
i talked with my parents and brother in the morning, and went to church.
i ate an easter egg as usually, and i will go dinner to a next door soon.
Um…but until now i have seen my past and friends pictures on the internet
i smiled at those photoes. i think it is stupid to eager something that i can’t [...]

Figure Skating

Yuna Kim
When i saw this performance, i almost cried.
More than a reason that she is a Korean, her expression make me get impressed.

The Game Night

We gathered at student union yesterday.
Not for protesting something but for enjoying our Game Night~~!!
It started from 6pm to almost 9pm. ALI students and several UT students played card games, Monopoly, Chess…
We could learn new things. and during the games we could share fun and laugh, also pizza and soda~(I was reminded about bad influence of those [...]

If you rescue me..

When do you feel lonely?
Maybe when you are alone in house or nobody don’t help you when you need some help, you can feel lonely.
Actually, I like and hate loneness. sometimes that makes me crazy like want to die, and sometimes that helps me think.
But after day’s work when i have to go back home, [...]

The science of sleep

If you rescue me
If you rescue me, I’ll be your friend forever
Let me in your bed, I’ll keep you warm in winter
All the kitties are playing and they’re having such fun
I wish that could happen to me
But if you rescue me, I’ll never have to be alone again.
Oh the cars drive [...]

In the Morning

Usually i get up early. but it is not common early, almost 3~4 am.
The reason why i get up so early is that i love the calmness of the dawn.(this is my plausible execuse)
and another important reason is i can’t bare not to sleep until late. (i sleep at 10pm, sometimes 9…)
My friends often make me fun [...]

Las Vegas

In the spring break i went to Las Vegas with my Buddy BoRam.
It was nice, especially the weather. but we exhausted by many amusements and sleepless nights.
What i was really surprised thing in Las Vegas is even in club, we could see so many old people(like grand fathers)
It was fun and i thought they also can [...]