Today is Easter.
i talked with my parents and brother in the morning, and went to church.
i ate an easter egg as usually, and i will go dinner to a next door soon.
Um…but until now i have seen my past and friends pictures on the internet
i smiled at those photoes. i think it is stupid to eager something that i can’t get now.
I have to enjoy in here’s life. Because when i go back to Korea, i will miss all of here’s again.
Actually, i’m in agony about until when i will stay in here.
Do i have to study in here?
I demand to myself constantly. ‘Do you want to study now? ‘
frankly, i don’t know. maybe not
When i was at university, i already felt sick about studying something.
And i think i hate to study originally.(actually everybody would be..)
If i become a graduated student, can i stand this?
For my parents or for my future, staying and studying in America might be better.
But can’t i just remain like this me?
sometimes i really feel i don’t want to do anything, and prefer nothingness above all others
Hollow easter, but full of wordly thoughts.
