Pretending.
From some period, i realized that i am a pretending person.
i usually pretend to be strong, be cool, and be nice.
I also can say i want to be like that. but usually i pretend.
but as i think more and more, i can’t find out the limit between my real own and pretending.
that is already one part of me.
When i don’t want to hear something, i just hear and nod my head. no smile just nodding.
For pretending, i think i need a lot of patience.
Today morning after waking up, i really needed to pretend.
Do i have to feel guilty about that?
i don’t know. maybe i already enjoy my pretending..
